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Antique Feminism

“Come on, pull yourself together, that was just inevitable, cant you see, you have to let the animal in you taste its mortification and take it to new heights.”
“It’s unbearable; the mere thread of recollection is haunting and repulsive. How can a group of hyenas attack a lioness that is pregnant and injured herself? On any other day, lioness would have retaliated to the irrational demeanor, but not today.” She bemoaned impetuously.
“I am afraid; we can’t have incomparably naïve human perceptions confound the truth that we all chose to ignore. This is nature, and what we have just witnessed is a proof that we often delude ourselves with vanity of humanness, worse, take pride in the questionable attitudes towards considering ourselves civilized. Underneath our skins, we are still animals and can’t betray or delude ourselves by adorning cloaks of mutually beneficial attitudes.”
It was her first date after a conscientious hiatus of a couple of years. Her reason necessitated that he exercise his celebrated gallantry to immeasurable peaks with a concurred upon adaptability between them. Soon, she felt the hint of her incorrigibility resuscitated in varied forms and helped her take sufficient gratification in her actions that she supposed would not stand to justify her longing for vindication. She wished that he would make allowance for her womanliness, that he would let her emotions guide her, although they would seem deprecatingly low in rationale, that he would not deter her from consecrating her emotions with towering signs of inadaptability, to not desert her by feeding inarticulate and overt stances at her. She made no conspicuous countenances to suggest her train of thoughts partly because she felt that she needed the train to circle around in her head, selecting an unseen track every single time. She liked the emotional turmoil she had been put through by her own submission to the ostentatious display of sadomasochism.

“You should try unfed love” he pursued his attack against her feminine qualities.
She helped herself to more judicious remonstrance over his irrepressible observations on her slighted indecency. She could not offer affirmative face to his neglect towards her wish to pursue her feminine indulgences, for she felt that without them she would be a mere object of malleability with all the fibers of life sucked out of it. She waited for the events to ensue and grip her in a state of ruthless conformity. She feared the prospect, but readied herself to accept it and let him win over her, if that is what is needed to keep him in realm of acceptance. She barely managed to occupy her mind in restricting the reverence that would lay the pillars of foundation to build the acknowledgements of each other’s unique features. She checked her calmness, closely knitted with deference to him, surmised that the available weaponry would provoke enough acquittal from him she misguided her inner thoughts into colliding head on with her objections to vouchsafe her predictions, to see her copiously available evocative power delicately push her into the abyss of clutches, nearly choking her into the confines of male territorial bondages. She despised her roguishness, her foolishness; she miscalculated the whole of her prostrate numbness in an attempt to seeking the unworthy, seeking the unfed love, seeking the propelled casualty. She pondered over her techniques to prepare her next move, to pretend vagueness, ignorance and challenge his senses with her gibberish albeit in the guise of compunction. She would win over him covertly, save his neglect for some other day, let it ripen and blow off into gratuitously throwing his seeds of repentance in an act of rhetorical submission.

Clouds of commonplace slander, orgiastic impulses helps one in withdrawing into their cocoon by overpowerpowering the ostensible differences in opinions they share, and stretch them asunder until even the elements involved would gape at the effects they helped cause - if they really were together once? - , paucity of occasions to contemplate vindication ambitiously, they give up in mortal perils of loosing their identities themselves in the quest for unification, which allures them both with an ever refined power of negation, susceptibility promotes them to higher levels of crude desires, whereby they cease to exist for themselves, but would conspicuously pour out themselves at even the faintest of suggestions that the other show. Signs of fragility, abrupt awakening of their conscience to the facetious and highly detestable overpowering might never bring them together.

He created this creamy, miserable path to propitious disrepute. He granted the turbulence, he prepared the impetus battles; he proportioned the acts of inaction which sufficed the time for gathering thoughts, which meddled with their thoughtlessness, screeching consciences which never surfaced in intervals of brutal necessities

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